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This is simple and straight. This is my blog. Don't like it. You can just shoo shoo away. I ain't gave you any invitation to come anyway.Oh, another thing. My blog is very straightfoward. Since this is mine, then whatever comments of mine is what i think. So it's either you suck it up and accept the fact or just fuck off. I don't need any extra comments. Thankyou verymuch(: Monday, March 21, 2011 | 11:30 PM
I didn't know i'll like him till i don't mind not having freedom. For once, i'll think this way. I got no idea why, but that's how i think. He has his reason for not wanting to get in a relationship, i have to. I'm afraid that i'll relapse. I'm afraid i'll hurt him. I'm afraid that i won't be the one for him. This 3 things are just enough for me to be afraid enough to be with him. But, whenever i'm with him, i wouldn't think about all this stuffs. I just want to spend my time happily with him, worrying about not a single thing, without any negative thoughts. But., the moment i think about the relapsing possibility when he's with me, i'm super scared. I'm afraid that i'll hurt him. I'm afraid that i'll do something to him when that person inside me isn't me. This few days, i've been thinking about this part.. What if i relapse? What if i hurt him? What will happen to him? I can't. . Nono.. Nono, wait, maybe i'm right. I shouldn't be with him. Yahs, i shouldn't. I can't take that kind of risk. In total, I've relapsed almost 5 times. It's not a usual number. It's quite a lot. My condition' s getting worst. It may get even more worst.. I don't want to take that risk.. No i can't. This way, i rather i'll just stay how we are now... I don't even know when i'll relapse.. It maybe at the next second or minute. I can't hurt him, i don't want to hurt him.. Okay, i think, we'll just stay how we are now.. I can't take that risk. Too high to get him in danger.. No way..
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Her first fall - 16 august. Her personality? Straight-forward, hot-tempered, stubborn, uncontrollable, indecisive, selfish, in any case, she's a bad person(: She have two lovely girlfs and a lovely boyf. She heart the three of you ♥♥♥Expect
Endless satisfications :High Heel, Charles&Keith Bag, Pierre Cardin Wallet, BlackBerry Phone, New Makeups, Clothes - dress; shorts; shirts; blouse; pants Pretty please : Go to marina barrage, go to a chalet soon again, go swimming soon, go to town, spend time at night just like 14.05.2011, movie marathon at someone's house, sleepover outside, enjoy ice-cream treat, drinking, go on a photography tour around, go to the toy museum, picnics, chat all night, bbq party, truth of dare, theme parties. Currently these are all. Well, hope they'll come true. Expecting for it. But most importantly, i do all these with my lovelies around me(: |