okay, i now it's crazy. But I've fallen for some other guy after the breakup i had. I mean i was like today i breaked up, i like another guy tomorrow. Shit dead, imma hongster. Eeww.. Nono..

But i guess, i've really falled for that guy. I've no idea why. But i fell for him. He's freaking cute. His attitude is damn attitude. And he's fucking fierce. I've not thought that we'll be together. I was thinking i'll just secretly like him. Okay, it's kinda lame. But that's what i wanted to do, initially. But in the end, we're together. Okay, fine fine~ I can't deny. But i was happy, freaking happy. What do you expect? The guy i like have a mutual feeling towards me, and we're together. Who wouldn't be happy?! FACE IT! :D But i guess happiness doesn't last long, like what some people would say. Today, 1:55 am we're together, and 7:20pm, we're over. In between that few hours, we weren't like any couples. Instead we're like strangers. I was mad and sad.. Very.. You can't imagine how i felt. It's like he'll talk to every single person, but not me. So, what can i do? I was choosing to : " okay girl, suck it up like a man. It's nothing. Things would be better, no worried(: " that's what i've been thinking. Cause that guy, i thought we could last? I guess i was naive? (: Well, we're back to square one - Friends. I guess it's a good idea too. Anyway, I think i'm crazy. But i think i'm gonna be the one who's going to take initiative to get him back. I don't know why. But this have not happened before. I keep having this feeling that i want to get back with him. But it's just too weird. Actually, to me, not knowing each other well and got together is not much a problem. It's just that he wouldn't talk to me. For the whole day, i've always been the one who took more initiative to talk to him. So am i suppose to do that for a few months more or everytime? Hmm.. I fell for that guy. That guy, whether he really likes me, i hope he does.. No idea why, but i wanna get back with him. And guess what? Shit, i'm missing him now..