i'll be alright, will i? I'll smile and just look forward, isn't it? I'll stop thinking about the times i had with him, can i? I can fulfill all these, right?

i could smile and just walk away. I could heck care all these shit and just move on. I could just take it as nothing had ever happened. Could i?

when i really needed someone to talk to me, few people would be there for me. Girlfs? My dearest 2 girlfs. One would most of the time try to change topic or just say orh. Another would keep telling me forget it. Good friends? Many would try to ignore what i've said. Some would not give any comments. Some others are they're uncontactable at times. Parents? No way. Sister? She'll say she don't understand why i'm this way. So, who can i turn to? Boyf? Please.. I've been cheated twice. Would i be that able to trust guys anymore? I wish i can.. All i need now is just person, someone who can lend me a listening ear, a shoulder to lean on and with comforting comments. Pfft.. Suitable people for suitable stuffs are so difficult to find...